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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 9:55:21 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"Merlin's beard," she said with a light laugh."If only a different Lupin had that sort of control on a different Black, I know a certain head of Gryffindor who would most likely faint!"
She liked McGonagall. Mama Cat, she affectionally titled her.
"Well... I'm pleased," she gave him a half grin.
And a snort. "I suppose as soon as you were out of the schools' bubble you'd just pop right in! And I don't know. It'd be nice, to walk back with you. To show off. It's stupid. All those who thought I could never be loved. I want to prove them wrong. But... that's childish of me isn't it?"
Her jaw dropped. "I- why would you want me to talk about that? It's dangerous, yes! No matter at any point in my life is it not dangerous! Especially this close to the moon. If I bit you right now, god knows what'll happen. You wouldn't be a werewolf, no. But... it'll blow your entire cover. There would be drastic changes to your habits, eating habits, all of it!"
She pursed her lips for a moment. "And even it's the new moon, the farthest away, the magic.. the curse, it would still give you lasting effects."
She huffed, shaking her head, realizing she got a bit out of sorts with that. "There's a lot of things, I'm lax on. But the biting... you've already expressed how important your cover is to you. I won't do something that will blow it. Instincts to mark you as mine, be damned."
God, how much had he read. What books?
His other request was overshadowed now by her pouting.
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Dec 27, 2018 10:10:35 GMT
Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 10:10:35 GMT
Several times recently, from odd comments to licking condiments (which just seemed weird to him), he had been aware she was up to something. He didn't know what was going on or what she was hinting at but he knew there was something! And the only thing he could even guess at was her saliva and his blood. That was the deal really and if she was worried about it she really was not talking to him about it. It was something genuine they needed to of course. Her nipping at him was more then just playful, she wanted to do it.
They so needed to talk.
While he respected McGonagal, he'd always tried to avoid her outside of classes. Tough bird, he knew, but she was also to be respected. "She's tougher then that I think. I don't feel very comfortable around her." Speaking with her abut this stuff made him feel more more adult actually. "Look. I get that. But remember I'm under cover till graduation. Let's not go around risking things till I'm freed up. Okay?"
Pulling her up he was still beside her, but he made a face at her. "I would love to show off, but it's dangerous for us both. You know this, I know you do." She got upset and he got upset with her, though no anger in it. "Dummy! I didn't say I wanted you to do it, but we've never once talked about it! I know you like nipping at me, so you are holding something back! I'm not dumb, Rose!"
And then she slipped up. AH HA! Urges? "Urges? So you sort of need to put a mark on me?" Hmm. That could be tricky, but he wasn't sure a way around it. "So we need a way for you to mark me without it showing as werewolf or magical, right? What else could we use?" Merlin's Bloody B@lls, was she wanting to put a ring on his finger?? And she still-- "hey now, you can't duck the question, Rose, I want a real answer..."
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Dec 27, 2018 10:27:48 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 10:27:48 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She huffs again. "Well, your answer, and the biting, all kinda lead into each other."
Something told her he'd already deduced the reasoning.
"What I want? I want what normal girls... women, want. I want to marry the person I love. Have kids. Raise them. Grow old."
She pulled her bottom lip in between her teeth.
"I- know you didn't say you want me to do it and I don't want you to want me to do it."
She swallowed, knowing what he was leading up to. "It... it honestly wouldn't be the same. There's... there's a sort of... connection that goes on. It's even better if it's reciprocated, but you're not a wolf, so I'm not even... even sure what it would do."
She exhaled, calming. "The only things I can think of that are similar... are unbreakable vows, fidelius charms... and forming a mind link through legilimency."
She sighs. "But sometimes... the instinct, it's very hard to pull back."
She's suddenly looking at him with dark eyes, "it's a pledge, a promise... I want... to make my loyalty known. It's so much similar to his mark. Just without the death and pain and et cetra."
She sat back. "Another reason I didn't want to bring it up. One way, it looks as though I've claimed you. Own you. Just as his mark does. I... I don't want that."
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Dec 27, 2018 11:05:43 GMT
Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 11:05:43 GMT
She spoke and he let her, his mind trying to get around something she had said which had short circuited his brain. He sat up suddenly at her words as it finally clicked. "Repeat that. No wait." He stuck out a hand, pulling her to her feet. Dragging her across the room he waved his wand and stepped into the floo-fireplace without the powder. Soon as she stepped in with him the grate came down at his touch. Facing her he took in a deep breath.
Several wand passes on different sides of the bricking, mostly magic warding things.
"Now. You said kids." He looked at her, his eyes wide, but closed off, not readable. "Say that part again. Please." When she had he went on, oddly acting. "You." He pointed at her. "would be willing to have" he did his eyebrows and hands like he was expressing the words physically "my child. A Black family child." He looked at her for confirmation.
He chewed on his lip, quietly. "Sirius would have a nephew you realize." Another moment. "My family would hunt us both down dealing death." His face twitched and he waved his wand behind him. Letters etched in the brick formed saying 'we would have to flee the Dark Lord.' His eyes came up to hers. "Answer me. As your Alpha, are you agreeing to this?" She answered, he listened. Another deep breath and he took her hand.
"We're risking death. Pain. Pursuit." Another minute. "I'd really have to finish school so we could both use magic. have to leave the country for sure. Appriation has a good distance to it and I probably have to lose my arm. Yes. I accept your proposal." His eyes were quite serious, but his countenance was gravely worried. "No money, on the run, pursued. Danger at every turn, traveling the world. And you would want to have my kids? Really? I'm sold. We have no idea how to do this you realize."
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Dec 27, 2018 11:21:28 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 11:21:28 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She looked at him and frowned, shaking her head. Her hand going to his cheek.
"You asked me what I wanted, I told you. But even I know... with our situation..."
She looked as though she were about to cry as she avoided his gaze.
"All I can give you is my love."
She swallowed heavily, her voice pained. "We... we don't know how to do any of that. It's insane. To.. even dream of such a thing. No matter how much we want it."
She looked to him again.
"It's impossible. At least in the current climate. If we live through the war and... yeah... then... maybe. But now?"
She brought up a hand to rest over his head. "My love, that... that is all I can give."
Kids. A house. A backyard. Peace. A werewolf and a death eater finding peace? Hahaha... yeah. She wished. Give her a wishing well and she's throwing a million galleons in to make that happen.
A fool's wish.
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Dec 27, 2018 12:36:51 GMT
Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 12:36:51 GMT
He caught the hand against his cheek. "Oh I'll take that for sure!" He turned and kissed her palm, smelling her scent. "I'm not talking about the war, I'm talking about next year. Two, different, things, love." Right, she offered it again. Was she not listening? He had just mentioned cutting off his own arm to have her kids be his. How much more acceptance came then that?
"All right. Father says when a problem presents itself, choose to tackle small goals first. Marks. What mark could I wear you would feel fits, something your woflie side can take and would like? Give me which of those fits best." Would he travel to have her kids and raise them on the way? Oh heck yeah! He would bet they would have a good family, raising them to see other cultures, understand their lives.
It would get her away from Remus too. And the Marauders. An excellent plan already.
"Okay and then step two, get an Animagus form. I'm waiting on the storm now so that's as far as it can go right this moment." A bag. He needed a bag he kept stuff in for when they got ready to run. Right now it would be a list he could keep in his bag and plan. Good start. "third step, practice. Making kids that is..." Pulling her to him in the fireplace, he kissed her; long, slow, and soft trying to do what she wanted, that savor part.
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Dec 27, 2018 12:58:32 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 12:58:32 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"N-next year?" What was he on about? Start a family? The midst of everything? Stupid! Idealistic!
...right up her alley.
She bit her bottom lip; he suddenly looked determined rathered that completely wrought with worry, like he already had a plan cooking up in his mind.
He knew she was being stubborn, Remus' beliefs haunting her. But it was one of the things that held truth to them, and even more so, given who she had fallen in love with.
She looked at him.
"I... I'd have to give it some thought. I... I've never really... thought about it before."
She would give anything just to sink her teeth into him, literally. If it came without the damn side effects. Possible a bit of research, maybe the new moon was the answer to that when the curse was at its most weakest point.
It was an idea. But she would think of others.
She really wanted the connection, really. It wasn't really about the mark, though the visual representation....
Sometimes she hated her wolf, putting these ideas in her head. She rose her brows at the animagus bit. He was still going for that huh...
Anything else rumbled to a halt in her brain as he pulled her against him, in the fireplace. He made a sound of contentment, pressing herself against him as he kissed her.
But she didn't want long and slow right now.
She pressed her mouth to his insistently, growling gently. She pulled away and nipped at his ear. "None of that," her voice was low. "I want to feel my Alpha's passion. Feel his desire. Take me properly. Claim me."
Instinct was partially driving her words and her mind was on a fog of lust.
Her lips at his neck, "I love you, Regulus."
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Dec 27, 2018 18:49:31 GMT
Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 18:49:31 GMT
Maybe repetition would work at getting her to listen. That was parents always fell back on, right? Repeatedly hitting on something and driving their kids mad with it. He grinned. Hadn't worked with him very well had it if he was thinking about having kids with a woman they would have committed hari kari about. "Yes. Next year. Graduation, remember?" The whole thing really came down to kids. Her even mentioning it was a wake up call for him hence his weired explanation about it probably.
A roll of the eye. Clearly he needed to do some more reading first. This wasn't sinking through very fast and he was young. The young liked things fast and now. A twitch on his face at the thought that came with that. "Okay. Give it thought. As much as I'd take a vow with you love, I suspect my Lord would have problems with it." She was right if this bite she wanted which sounded just painful was never going to heal, it would be a visual for sure. What was visual that could be mistaken for something else?
That he would want on his face since that was -- "Does it need to be on my face or are we talking an arm, a leg, my chest. What works?" This was insane. He was actually thinking where she could permanently mark him? He saw the raised eyebrows. "If you think I'm not better then Sirius then don't encourage me. Soon as it rains next..." Rose...was in something he could feel in her, something different. Partly it was the distracted look in her eyes, then she told him she didn't want slow right this moment. Then she wanted him to be rough again.
Was she having a wolf thing? Was that what he was struggling with? Could this be something she did regularly? Or was it because it was nearly mooning time? "Hang on then. Give me a moment." Touching the grate it went back up and he stepped out pulling her along behind him. Over to the couch he took her and stood her there a moment. He had won over the wolf, proved he could and would be the one to have her and she had committed her emotions to him in the deal.
Without warning he pushed her over hard, letting her fall onto the couch but he was already on her before she could react! Shoving her head back against the couch, trapping her there with the weight of his body as he gripped her throat with his hand. He grabbed her side flipping her onto her front, held her neck down with one hand, put a knee in her back. "You asked for it. Now take it, Rose. Take it and remember who is in charge."
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Dec 27, 2018 20:24:44 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 20:24:44 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She nods. Right. Graduation. She could tell she was having mixed feelings about things. On one hand, didn't want to wait, on the other, knew she needed to.
She smiled at him and nods again.
"I'm sorry I don't have many answers. I... just never thought I'd be in this situation."
And she left the subject there. because she wasn't trying to be pessimistic about it... for once.
She giggles, "Oh, I know for sure you're way better that Sirius, Reg. I know you'll go through the animagus process beautifully. It's still kind of you. We could just focus on things that'll keep me put, really."
She shrugs. Finally out of her fireplace - that was a funny place to be in for that dicussion - she pushed pushed hard into the couch. And she was on her front, his knee in her back.
"Yes, Master," she submitted, turning her head to where she was more comfortable, however. "I'll remember. I promise."
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Dec 27, 2018 21:32:14 GMT
Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 21:32:14 GMT
As she spoke, he could imagine how much frustration and roughness must be a part of her past, her expectation of life and how it would go. What sort of life was-- He stopped. Who was he to question her life when he had never even thought about relationships, never tried to take control of that before this month? Regulus went quiet, feeling like a bit of realization had just been smacked into his teeth like a sea bass. "I--I realize how that is. Now." His hands moved in the air as he tried to think about how to explain it.
"People have made you feel put down in the past because of your condition so you started to listen to the words without wanting to. Made you feel like you deserved less, needed less, would never have the good stuff. Whereas I was taught not to think about it since it was being taken care of. 'You work on that, we'll take care of this for you' so I never thought about it, didn't realize how important it was." His face looked miserable just taking this down, breaking it up in his mind. "You were beaten down, I never fought was clueless."
Ooo, his own words burned!
"Even though you stopped dreaming about it you were still ahead cause you had thought about it some. I never made it to the table till you got me to wake up. Neither of us expected this nor knew what was coming so we're in the same boat." He looked torn, a bit lost in the thinking now and in a way that was what he needed. She brought out not only his creativity, but a lust for life he had never really had. How, he couldn't say, but she did really feel like his second half, the missing icing to the cake.
Worth fighting for.
And here she was pumping him up again telling him ho much better a wizard he was compared to his brother, but Regulus knew he was. Sirius couldn't cut it in the family and dropped out, quit competing. Sure, he understood why people enjoyed being around his brother because he had no stress, he avoided doing things he ought to or should learn. He always took the easy way out despite having a potential for being so much more. No, he knew he was already better then Sirius. "Thank you, I just hope I can get the rain soon so I have some time to play with it after and learn the limits."
Kids. Oh yes, he wanted her to bear his children.
And then she said the wrong thing. "Keep you put? You'd better not go anywhere! You're mine! You gave me control, I gave you a home. You gave me your desires, I gave you a reason for hope! You gave me your love I took your choices and became the Alpha you needed! You ain't going anywhere!" He jumped over to her, catching her shoulder. "YOU CAN NOT MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE AND THEN WALK AWAY!" Merlin he felt the temper come up from somewhere he hadn't tapped in a long time!
He pushed her head down as he shouted, tapping something deep! "We WILL make this work! One year and you will go nowhere, Rose! I have already committed myself, stealing from my father to feed your desire for a den! I have been working on stuff to keep you safe, help you hurt less and have more control!" He pressed himself against her, throwing himself down on her with his weight. In her ear he hissed "Stay! You will do as I say!" He grabbed the back of her pants and yanked them down. She wanted him to go fast? Fine!
Damn! He could feel the heat in his face, feel the need for he--No! The need to drive home the point, to inspire her with desire to see this all through! With a frantic drive, he wand-ripped his pants off, smacking her on the rear with a hand as he told her "You want my children? Prove it! Show me you can take what is dished out." Wanded the protective spell on, his face going red. He took her, fast and hard, nearly vibrating with the need to force her to meet the challenges they both had been thinking about over the last few minutes. And he gave it his all.
Fast, desire, sudden, passionate, forced, possessive. He had never wanted a dream as much as he wanted this one.
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 28, 2018 0:54:23 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
The look on his face as he confirmed her background bothered her. There was a reason she hated talking about it. It normally made people pity her.
This wasn't pity, but him looking miserable just didn't sit well with her either. She sighed, not furthering that topic and pressed a kiss to his nose.
Silly man.
"Well, if you keep just watching for it, it'll never come."
She chuckled, but it was cut short as she was pushed down further.
Lord! That hadn't been what she meant, once again. They would have to work on their communication or something, or she'd really need to work on her wording.
If she wanted to reply, it wasn't happening, her heart constricted. Twice she'd messed up. She hadn't meant to but damn it.
But it wasn't at all uncomfortable. He was upset, she could tell, but she fed off the emotions presented to her, feeling their bond strengthing even more.
She submitted to his will, gave over completely. She was his. She took it all. He could've cut into her skin and she would've taken it. Used unforgivable on her - not like he would - and she would've taken it.
Furious, passionate, and possessive.
"I will go nowhere. I will stay. Do as Alpha says. Bear your children. Be your wife. You will have all of me, as you see fit."
However, with a flutter of her heart, she noted, he did admit he was in love with her. And that brought a smile to her as he took her with uncontained passion, causing her to bury her face into the seat of the couch, hands clenching as bliss overcame her hard, she was glad for the silencing spells that she knew where within her walls, as if they didn't exist, she would have very concerned landowners up here knocking on a door that could not be opened.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 28, 2018 2:23:09 GMT
Thing was, they had rain on and off anyway, just most of it wasn't a full thunderstorm despite what people thought. That was far more in the North in Scotland where it hit a lot more. "When you say it like that it sounds like food on the fire..." He didn't notice her watching his face spotting his indecision really. No, there was no reason to broadcast his little...issue. She was working on it in the first place.
Rose responded well, went submissive, and they finished with him having poured himself out of emotion. Worn as they lay on the couch and recovered their equilibrium, he thought about telling her some of what he was working on. "I have a couple of things to try out for you on your big day, I don't think recuperative really though. Those bangles you had worked out pretty decently I think but I want to seal them still with moonlight to finish them off. So while you are trying out the column I'll be finishing magic up."
Portable solutions, that was the big deal really with all of this stuff.
"And if the column works for you we just need to teach you how to do one. Then you can do it where ever you need as you move around over time you know? Take your container with you for safety. Though out on uneven ground would be pretty difficult I would think." Making a werewolf able to take care of their own containment and protection just made sense anyway really. But he had no idea how to stop the sound part if she was elsewhere. Howling might be something she felt just had to be anyway. Wolves seem to.
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 28, 2018 4:08:56 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"As the muggle saying goes, 'a watched pot never boils'." She snickered, rolling her eyes.
She shifted under him, just slightly. He was warm. She liked that, sighing lightly as he talked.
"Sealing them with moonlight?" she asked this curiously, as he couldn't really see the incredulous expression she was making. She chuckled softly. "Figured it would take everything that makes me change into a werewolf to keep me from killing myself!"
At the thought of being able to carry her column with her, she giggled. Wouldn't Remus just be so impressed! A portable Shrieking Shack, basically! Where the heck would she plant herself? Because that'll look really interesting just erected in the middle of some alley somewhere.
She laughed lightly at the thought.
"I suppose when I'm moving about there'll be no way to seal it completely from noise like that, huh?"
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Post by Deleted on Dec 28, 2018 4:41:09 GMT
Watched pots. Regulus didn't really think that was anything meaningful could be found in it, just normal rules about life. Still, others took such a comfort in these things. "Hmm. I hate waiting. I have to in so many things, but I hate it. Guess I'd better keep myself busy then." She seemed surprised about the moonlight and he arched his brow. "Whatever holds you has to have power over you. So yes, it couldn't be anything else."
A shrug at her continued surprise. "The way I see it at least is that the werewolf contagion makes you weak to the moon's influence. The moon becomes your weakness even as you get other strengths from it. So to defeat your claws temporarily, to stop your strength and power I don't want to use silver as that is too dangerous, but the moon makes sense. Your werewolf side won't be able to force themselves to go against it or fight it trying to break free. That's the idea of the magic, simple but direct. You use weakness to defeat you."
Shaking his head he told her "not really. I think it will only go up to meet something else at the top or twenty feet maximum, but if it was completely sealed you'd lose all your air when she tried to escape. Too much activity, too much oxygen use." He had selected bronze to make sure the barrier would withstand a werewolf's assault, but he wondered if the shape could be made oval. His brow furrowed and he looked at the ceiling thinking.
Size. Why did it always have to be size that was a problem. "I don't know if it would work and I'm not sure we would want to experiment here, but does it need to have more space you think? Do you think it would work better wider for you?"
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 28, 2018 4:50:44 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She shook her head. "For a while, at least until we know the bangles work and I can't hurt myself, the less room I have to move, the better."
It was terrible, but even in the Shrieking Shack, she had too much room. That's how she got these scars to begin with. Restrict her movements. It'll all work out better.
She was really lucky that she hadn't gone after her own face. Unlike Remus, but he didn't really try now did he?
"You have a point about the oxygen, I suppose. I'll just have to be discreet about it them. Plant myself in the middle of a forest. Fun."
Her sarcasm dripped, but she was smirking.
"I'm sure silver could be used in diluted portions like that too."
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