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Dec 26, 2018 21:23:22 GMT
Post by Deleted on Dec 26, 2018 21:23:22 GMT
"For awhile after Sirus left, I really hated him for it, felt like he was betraying us all. Mother was always hard and she turned that focus on me naturally afterwards, but I came to realize his own rebellion had left him far worse off, dependent on his pals. He never returned nor will he talk to me in school much so it's clear he refused me at the same time. So he really crippled his ability to live like he liked actually. I can't fault him for being that determined to live poor."
He scoffed at her point, but enjoyed the fact she didn't correct the 'love' part. "I suspect if you presented anyone but a Slytherin you would be much more accepted. When he finds out or if he does, he will probably freak. And Sirus will make it worse automatically by telling the worst things about me he can. We will be dealing with him directly at some point.". Ah, another tidbit for the Dark Lord's plans. A baited trap needed the right tricks naturally.
Grabbing her chin and pulling down slightly, he pushed his eyes right up to hers. "Shut up, wolf. That was the past, this is the now. You will be learning how to make the column if it works well. You will have new bindings that work well for you. We will be improving your life from here on out all year. Do not keep bringing up how bad you have it, wolf or not. I'm glad I make you happy and I'm going to keep finding ways to make you get more of that. Forget. About. The. Past."
Finally she admitted how much he made her feel. "Good. Werewolves are going to be jealous of your luckiness. Hear me?" The face she presented was very different, but he studied it, eventually giving a nod. "That's workable for sure." But then she begged to tell him something and mentioned she wasn't sure how to tell it. He smiled, then got up, taking her shoulder and lowering her to the bottom of the couch. Leaning over her he gathered her arms, holding them down tightly.
"Bare your throat, wolf, I read about this. Tell me your secret" as he bent down and held his teeth on either side of her throat on purpose. He nipped her, lightly and then shifted his hands to holding her head back so her neck remained bared to the breath from him, blowing hot air on her there. Submissive he wanted her, and in this way she was submitting to him, giving in. He commanded "Now."
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Dec 26, 2018 23:16:53 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 26, 2018 23:16:53 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
So, in a sense, they were both in the same boat when it came to their siblings.
Remus had refused her...
Lame.
But it all matched up. Remus was relying on James and his parents... and to her, that wasn't fair. Wasn't right. They should be able to take care of themselves, regardless of how difficult it is.
..but then again, who was she to talk? She was basically paying for her room and board with sexual favours, in a way. Though she knew he didn't see it like that. With his innocence, it probably hadn't even occurred to him.
Which is why this is nothing like that.
She gave him a shrug. "Doubt it. Remus is really, really set in the things he thinks is right. It's difficult for him to accept any other options."
His next words were so fierce, it brought tears to her eyes and solidified her reasoning to tell him what was on her mind.
Werewolves would be jealous of her luckiness. What a concept.
As she was pushed into the couch, she swallowed, not in nervousness but from the urge of desire that rose up within her and pooled in the pit of her stomach. He pinned her there, keeping her from moving at all, which heightened everything. Read about it he had! Her chin rose without thought from her and she barely caught the look in his eyes. A sharp intake of breath as he nipped her throat.
She moaned softly as his treatment of her and forced herself to quickly collect her thoughts. Finding it slightly unfortunate she wouldn't be able to see his expression. But that was probably calculated as well.
"I'm in love with you. I love you."
Her words were determined, full of conviction.
Of course, it would be the Lupin who would confess first. Then again, she had more knowledge on the particular subject and he was still learning. But, something told her he would understand. She didn't expect a full reciprocation at this time. But, in the time he had been away, her own feelings had become rather clear for her.
And she was one to seize the opportunities. To dive head first. To take a risk. She prided herself in being firm in decisions she made and was not wishy-washy about these sorts of things. Werewolves couldn't afford to be wishy-washy. It just wasn't in their nature. Or, well, her nature, anyway.
She had submitted to him, fully. Recognizing him as Alpha. Protector. Provider.
"Alpha."
✘ @shava
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 2:18:05 GMT
Head tilted nearly like a dog thinking of something, Regulus stopped a moment and then spoke as if remembering something awhile ago. "There...there was a boy in Ravenclaw, a muggleborn who quoted something he had seen that sounds familiar. It was something about beliefs and ideas. He wished people had more ideas as they were easy to change and adapt where beliefs were set and usually not swayed by logic. That makes a lot of sense to me when I think about it, but Remus sounds like someone with beliefs."
Seeing the affirmation of his words in her watery eyes he pulled her in for a hug, fiercely strong whispering in her ear "Don't ever doubt me, Rose, I mean to change your life!" When he forced her to bare her throat, he knew just KNEW she would be excited about it, enthused! Ever since she had called him Master he was interested in how to be an Alpha. Reading about wolf behavior had been easy after that! Her confession however was even more interesting to him!
Regulus' jaw dropped open. "Really? How can you be so sure??" He had strong feelings for her, but he wasn't sure what love felt like, though she had certainly gotten him to lust quick enough. That one he had heard more about! "I--I have some really strong feelings about you, Rose, but I just don't know enough yet to be sure. Do you understand? Seeing you excited me, thinking about you has me dreaming out whole dreams, but I just...Maybe it's because this has gone so fast. I think I'm really close though!"
And then with her eyes shining she reverently spoke her commitment with "Alpha." His eyes flared, his mouth formed an almost cartoony 'O,' and he leaned over her eyes. "SERIOUSLY ROSE? You're not just saying that are you?" He nearly bounced up and down without moving, but the spirit in his eyes was the same. "I accept! I want you! Damn!" And he kissed her deeply, pushing himself to make it real, seal the deal in a way. His enthusiasm was strong and quite a bit of emotion came over to her of his desire and joy!
If it wasn't love yet it was damn close!
Rose Romola Lupin
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 2:47:20 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She nods.
Yep. Remus was all about his beliefs indeed. While she was idealistic. Though, Regulus called her realistic. So... there had to be some truth to it.
His reaction was a 180 for her. Reminding her that she was dealing with a seventeen-year-old boy that hadn't been taught a thing about love.
Well, she was proud to be that person to show him these things. There were lots of nasty people in the world and this was... well, she was protective of him. She would show him that shining, shimmering, splendid whole new world.
She already understood he was still learning but with this confession out on the table... she knew her attitude would change just slightly.
She was about to respond but she could even get a word in edgewise, his lips were upon hers, and she responded in a more pleasurable way than just words, her arms going around his neck to keep him there.
Emotions were a good way to respond.
Plus it kept her from making a really bad Sirius pun.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 5:09:24 GMT
It wasn't hard to see her surprise, but he was already blown up by what she had said! And for her it must have been quite a face-smack to go from threatening to excited joy, but Merlin! To hold yourself back after something like that? Regulus could not say he had ever spent much time thinking about love, romance, and other such things. His life was fairly well laid out in that department and he could hope for it, but it was not a guaranteed thing he would even like his wife very much when his parents selected her.
Certainly he would get a chance to narrow down choices probably; being married to an enemy was an interesting prospect some chose, but he wasn't thinking that way. At the same time he really didn't expect to have much say so so had not really thought about it much. Heard about it, ignored. He had far too much on his plate as it was. She responded with an equally fervent kiss and he could taste she was in high emotion, a passion he was only now starting to recognize that was building more and more.
Merlin! What was he going to do tomorrow??
Rose Romola Lupin
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 5:31:23 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She released him, breathing heavily, needed to pull in proper amounts of oxygen instead of the short breaths through her nose.
High emotion was a good term for it. She grins, snickering slightly. "You look like you have a million things running through your mind at once."
Her arms slid to where she could place her hands on his cheeks.
"I'm sure you'll figure it out. You always do. I also want to take a moment to let you know, I do understand. This is barely discovered territory for you. But, I needed to put my cards on the table, as it were."
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 6:00:25 GMT
He nodded eagerly. "I do! Alpha, sex, dating, kisses while holding a leaf in my mouth, did I keep track of the time, running over herbs for the project, the book address I've got someone doing a divination on, and how fast can these pants come off!" He grinned at her, but then held up a finger. "Unfortunately I have a specific time to be back for so I'm going to have to hold back some" 'but I don't want to...' his expression said.
She told him what she had to do and he followed her words, rather leaning in a little to her hands on his cheeks. "I get that, I really do. And I meant what I said as well; I want you to always tell me when stuff is on your mind. I'm constrained by oaths" Merlin was he "that are very binding so I can't return it all, but everything outside of those oaths I will."
He had needed to grow up fast, this teenager, and master some very complicated things to survive especially after his brother ditched on the same spot in the family. In many ways he hated Sirius for deserting that on his shoulders, but proud of his family's trust at the same time. They depended on him for this, heavily or they could be wiped out if he failed. "If half my card deck didn't belong to others you'd have no hesitation on my end you realize."
Rose Romola Lupin
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 6:22:29 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She laughs, another thing she's noted that she's done a lot lately and it was laugh.
Not like, forced, I'm being polite laughs, but actual laughter. The kind that bubbles up in your chest and spreads a kind of warmth through you. One that you can feel in your arms.
One that makes her want to kiss the person who made her laugh.
Which she does and it's very much the same intensity his kiss had been. After a long moment, she pulls away slowly, hoving over his lips and looking at him with dark eyes. "Hm, you're insatiable, aren't you?"
She shook her head, "no, I understand, Master Regulus of the Noble House of Black. Sworn to secrecy of many, many things." Her thumbs brushed over his cheeks. "But I also know you'll give what you can. As I will. Though, I'm pretty sure I've given you pretty much everything."
She grins at him. "I know that. I'll await the day my feelings are returned, anxiously."
She meant it, she pressed a kiss to his lips again.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 6:45:54 GMT
Her kisses, while emotional were definitely changing. Or was he becoming more perceptive or experienced in reading them? Curious thought. Regulus was probably the worst when it came to picking up on the emotional details that came in relationships, but he was emotive and that helped quite a bit. She laughed, a sound of happiness indeed and then kissed him and he kissed back, aware that somehow he was responsible for creating that joy!
Wow! His eyes grew a bit bigger with this thought, but then his ego did a bit more too. In that he shared a small amount of his brother's charisma, but only when he felt really confident. "I've only ever found one thing which makes me thirst so much so why shouldn't I try to quench some of the need when I can? I'm afraid this summer is my best chance so don't blame me if you are so hard to stay away from I feel a desire for you all the time I'm around you love!"
There! He said it!
Regulus smirked, one hand sliding over her arm to her shoulder slowly moving up towards her neck following her form. "I doubt that, my dear, I think we have plenty yet to discover together. You keep giving me clues I don't field real well yet so you aren't fooling me!" At this rate it wouldn't be real long before he could say it and truly mean it. But my goodness she was addictive... "And now that I know being direct brings out a lot more in the process, I've got to up my game."
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 7:23:35 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"I do admit, however, I'm not a fan of doing things quickly. I like being able to savour things. I like savouring you~"
She waggles a brow.
"Hmm," she grins, leaning into him. "Hogsmeade weekends I suppose are going to be interesting, then, won't it?"
She captured his lips again slowly, teasingly. "However will you get along in school?"
He had punctuated his sentence with the term of endearment, and she smiled, nuzzling her cheek against his. That was an odd action she found herself doing often these days. And she probably wouldn't stop. But, she found it rather peculiar.
"Clues?" her smile turned into a teasing grin. "Whatever do you mean, darling?"
Her eyes danced in humour.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 7:47:21 GMT
Rose however mentioned savoring and the word did have attraction, even if not what his blood was calling out for. "Not very familiar with it, but if you hum-- no seriously. If you want to go slower I can do that in...trade. When you want to go slower, tell me. Teach me to appreciate you in more depth, Rose. I'm listening." A raised finger. "I'm still going to take over when I wan-- need something stronger."
One hand waved off behind him like tossing something over his shoulder. "Hogsmeade? Not much of interest there. Besides, I think I can possibly find someone to bribe to send me stuff or have it waiting so I can pretend i was in the stores. I never spent much time except in the Quidditch shop though." A raised eyebrow. "Something people are invited to, those games."
Teasing him about school time, Rose also seemed to be in a way tempting him too! "I'll suffer through. The professors I suspect have about three tables worth of stuff for me to do to get through the year." One arm came back over his forehead as if he was near fainting from being away from her so long. But then she teased back and he stuck his tongue out at her. "Oh you do not do the innocent well, darling..."
Rose Romola Lupin
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 8:25:58 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She grins, "whatever Alpha wants, Alpha gets."
It was fair. It wasn't like their couplings were quick just intense. She liked... she liked intense.
Intense with him was soul shattering. Left her breathless. Left her... god it left her wanting for more
"But I think that's a fair trade."
She giggled. "Not much interest except the werewolf you've hidden away."
She snickers. "Ah, I've used up all my tricks and now you know me too well. Pity that."
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 8:52:43 GMT
The old tune about a girl named Lolla appeared in his head, conjured by her singing, something he had heard because of wizard radio playing in the dorm. Gah. He shuddered. "I like this concept. It's approved." Holding up both hands he tried to plead the point. "Look, we could just sleep in the same room and I'd have a hard time not thinking about stuff. But I could just sleep and be so delighted the next morning too. You have a wicked influence on me packmate."
Fortunately he had no problem agreeing with this. "It is! And it makes my cover for where I am same time. And a whole day with you every few weekends? Clearly not enough. I wonder if I can get my official dorm moved into Hogsmeade and just walk to classes every day..." She smirked and responded quickly. His response was to grab her around the neck and kiss her throat directly.
"For certain! I never knew there was something more distracting then new brooms." A frown at her silliness. "I hardly think you have nothing left to teach me love, in fact I think you are hiding some things you think are dangerous for m-- Hey." The frown increased. "You've never spoken about what you are hoping for long term."
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 27, 2018 9:15:16 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"A willing female is rather distracting. I do hope I don't distract you terribly. Slughorn would never forgive me."
She laughs again. "Move your dorm to Hogsmeade? Dumbledore wouldn't let that happen, but what a concept that is. I would love that."
She hummed at his kiss. "I was thinking... would it be too dangerous if I met you... in that guise I showed you... on those weekends?"
"Me? Hiding dangerous things? Never!"
However, his question set her back.
"I... well, what would any girl hope for when she finds someone she loves? Being a werewolf kinda tosses it all out the window. The ministry would never approve of it. Plus the moment I walk into the ministry I'll be shackled... and not in the good way.. and shipped off to Azkaban. If not because I'm an unregistered animagi or werewolf, but because of my father."
She frowns. "The only thing I can promise you is my love."
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2018 9:39:57 GMT
A hand on her forehead he looked into her eyes. The expression she saw was quite serious despite their conversation. "Dearest Rose" the teen looking very adult like spoke "My professors are going to find me far more controlled, focused, and genuinely happier then they have ever seen me before. I have never been more collected in my life. They would bless you if they knew the source of my well-being." She really had no idea what an impact she had.
Sadly he knew that the Headmaster would never accept that.
His eyebrows rose at the same time. "Excuse me? Are you under the illusion there will be any time between my leaving the castle and arriving on your windowsill? Why would you come to meet me on the way?" She protested and he gave her the eye. He had the feeling she wanted to bite him and had been holding back a lot. "So it really is that dangerous if you bite me you won't even talk about it?"
His countenance turned stern. "Rose." He caught her chin again looking her straight in the eye. "Rose! I never said Promise! I said what would you like? I don't want to hear about the Ministry or your family or your friends or your work-- I want to hear from you!"
Rose Romola Lupin
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