It's a quarter after one...
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I'm a werewolf, wtf do you think I do??
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 3, 2019 6:23:41 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
Being on the run sucked, she concluded. After three weeks of having a fire, and a bath... well.
It really, really sucked. But divine punishment was punishment, and she deserved every drop of it.
She had been terrible.
Wandering out of Hogsmeade had found herself edging the border of Hogwarts until she reached the wall of the Forbidden Forest. A part not within the Hogwarts bubble, so she'd be able to hide out in there easily.
Though, she had a strange feeling that this might be where Hagrid kept his more... terrifying pets.
But she was a werewolf, damn it!
She set up camp and settled down with a heavy sigh.
✘ @anyone~
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 3, 2019 5:53:51 GMT
...and settled on the window sill, a letter tied to its leg. It hoots, gaining the attention of whoever is in the room. Remus,
I am writing to regretfully inform you that I've had to take off again. I am no longer safe in Hogsmeade.
However, if you leave missive with Madam Rosemerta, I shall get your messages eventually.
Our time together was lovely and I loved reconnecting with you.
Yes, reconnecting.
Remus, I was going to come clean to you during our time together today, but I've found myself in a spot of trouble. But Lily, there was no Lily. You know us Lupins are terrible liars. Though, I could tell that you knew it was me, somewhere deep down in your heart. You could tell.
I missed you so much. It was nice just being able to sit and chat, and be with you... as we once used to be.
And no, the kiss wasn't weird. I was parading as someone else. So I can't hold you at fault for that.
Anyway. I hope this letter finds you well. Please remember to eat, Moons.
I love you.
Rose Remus Lupin
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 3, 2019 5:37:02 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She nods, satisfied with that.
"Well, when you have a very specific reason for it, it just becomes a necessity, you know?"
She took the proffered bite, chewing well, before taking up her butterbeer and sipping slowly. "Being normal sounds a bit like a dream, but, sometimes I feel like I would be boring if I was normal."
She gave him a lopsided grin, something she'd picked up from Sirius. She realized this and wiped the expression off her face after a moment, giving her more usual almost-slytherin-like smirk.
"We can be odd together!"
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I'm a werewolf, wtf do you think I do??
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 3, 2019 4:46:36 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She nodded. "One week. Right here."
She squeezed his hand once before stepping away from him, eyes distraught, lips tightly pressed together.
"I'm going to go. You know how to find me. It may seem difficult, but it's not."
She then feld before she could break down infront of him. Fled to the flat, packing and shrinking things in a flurry. Trying not to see or think about too much. At least she had a quite a bit of money saved up. Her things in her pockets and a bag around her shoulders full of the most nescessary things, she fled again.
She just let her feet move, not really sure of where she was going.
✘ @admim
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 3, 2019 4:28:10 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
Her breath shook as she exhaled.
"I...have no intent on leaving you alone, Remus. Please, you can take my word on this."
She smiles softly, resting her head against him.
"We should eat." She looks at the meals. "Seems we have more in common than you expected."
She laughs, grinning.
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 3, 2019 4:22:31 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
Her words were repeated back to her and she pursed her lips. They felt like daggers to her conscience, hot knives that furthered her guilt of everything.
She looked to him sadly, shaking her head.
"Still... what I've done..." a heavy sigh.
"I intended to tell him, Severus," she held his eyes but her voice was tight, small. "I knew I needed too, but then he started talking about how secrets needed to be between us and us only..."
She bit her lip. "I knew your affiliation... if I had told him, I think he would've reacted much the same way he did today, I bet. He wanted secrets, so I kept my own. There are so many things I thought could happen... if I had told him. He would become paranoid, like if you were using me to spy on him. I don't know..."
She swallowed. "I didn't tell him because I was protecting you. Protecting him."
Her jaw clenched. "I'm guilty of making things go this way, but, regardless of him saying I wasn't... I'm beginning to feel more and more like I was a kept pet. I was on a leash of a sort. I wasn't supposed to talk to you about him. I didn't talk to him about you."
She silences and shakes her head.
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 1, 2019 5:18:09 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"I mean.. we just met."
She smiles, a tilt of her head, as he lifts her off his lap and sets her in the chair. She watches as he retrieves their dinner and returns to sit down on the floor. Pulling off her shoes, she sits next to him, cuddling into his side.
"I... Just don't want you to regret anything."
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 1, 2019 4:47:20 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"Mmm, a teacher's pet with a dirty secret? Kinky."
She giggled, her eyes closing at the attention bestowed on her. She bit her lip, knowing she should stop this. Her hands go to his, and she pulls away, looking at him through heavy lidded eyes.
"Remus... I.. I can't. I want to.. but... It wouldn't be right..."
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 1, 2019 2:59:04 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She slowly nods, allowing him to take her hand, squeezing it gently looking extremely guilty.
"Okay. I.. honestly I should just leave. Go somewhere else, I know. But..."
She sighs heavily. "I am sorry. But I know that means shit to none."
Her eyes close. "I guess Remus was right about me."
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It's a quarter after one...
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Jan 1, 2019 1:21:19 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She paused, looking at him.
"If you want. I need to pack and once I'm done, I'll.be hard to track... But give any missives to Madam Rosemerta, I'll get them eventually, so make sure to try not to set dates and times. But I'll get them. I work there more often then not."
She gives him a bare of a smile. "I know I'm not to be trusted."
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Dec 31, 2018 20:51:00 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 20:51:00 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She was just arriving, having hope this could all be talked out.
A fool's wish. She'd dabbled in something so much more terrible than Death Eaters.
He was leaving, and stopped, spoke to her which had her frozen stone cold to the spot.
This was talking it out? Her brain supplied.
But she had no arguments. She'd done this.
He moved past her and she looked to the back room. She slowly moved towards it, towards Snape, and knowing, knowing she'd betrayed the both of them in different ways.
"'Our secret'," he had said. "Our secrets that I, gather him information on targets that the Dark Lord wanted. He would do the dirty work, but I would gather intel. Asked me to tell no one. Asked me to tell no one that I was with him."
She bit her lip. "But you asked. I should've just let you go that day, I know. I broke a promise to keep our relationship a secret because of the Dark Lord. Because he was afraid of the Dark Lord finding him... finding us. Surely... you being his best friend..."
She stopped there.
"Seems like even trust between best friends is broken when the Dark Lord is involved."
She shook her head.
"I know I messed this up. I hurt him. By breaking an impossible to be kept promise. You asked, I wasn't going to lie about us being together. How that have been fair to you? I told you I loved you, and I cared about you because that is the truth too. You're the one who said you didn't want to keep it platonic."
Her eyes closed. "I opened up to you because I knew you were his best friend, but he didn't even trust that. Both of you are in the same boat. But I forgot there's no trust in the Death Eaters."
She turned toward the door. "He was talking about leaving the country, changing our names. A pack of four. I would never see you or my brother again."
Her jaw clenched. "When you left that restaurant, all of these things occurred to me. Yes, yes, I hurt him. But he was hurting me in the process. Yes, I trusted him.... but this was inevitable. I wouldn't be able to live like that."
"I am remorseful it's come to end like this. But in the end, you were right. I felt trapped. He was loving and sweet, but I was trapped. I was blinded by my emotions."
Her head raises once more. "And I am sorry to you as well, for bringing you into this. I... I was scared. I didn't want to be alone... I needed someone to know where I was."
SHe swallows. "So, thank you for that. Thank you for making me think. I'll... I'll go, now."
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Dec 31, 2018 12:47:46 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 12:47:46 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She sighed, shaking her head.
"What I like?" she seems to scoff. "Before you, I was touch and affection starved. Haven't been the subject of anyone's attention for a very long time. You gave me that. You bolstered my self-confidence and self-worth, you gave me the strength to stand on my own two feet again after the world has battered me down in the short year that I'd been out of Hogwarts."
She looks at him. "Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn. I'd rather find the things you like - there are many directions, and I don't wish to overwhelm you with them. I do wish to spend time together as we please - to have the time to figure things out, naturally. Not through boards and lists."
She chewed on her bottom lip. I did receive the list, and I'll check into them."
✘ @shava
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Dec 31, 2018 12:33:25 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 12:33:25 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"You sure like your trouble don't you, Remus Lupin?"
She grinned rolling her eyes.
"Perhaps a taste of their own medicine is indeed due."
A small shiver caused her to shake in his grasp, and while she debated she should stop his hands from wandering. Knowing he'll be mortified later, probably, she didn't seem bothered. Just wanting to absorb the affection, and the offer it to him tenfold.
"There are indeed plenty of other things, Remus..."
She brushed her nose along his jaw, peppering kisses down the column of his throat.
"But I'd hate for them to be interrupted by dinner arriving..."
Again, her mind screamed at her that this was strange, but, again... the want to stop just... didn't exist.
She just wanted his affection, his attention.
Her lips brushes against his, softly, but sure.
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It's a quarter after one...
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 6:42:25 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
As he talked, she placed her chin in her hand, absorbing his words. She didn't want to be trapped in a corner, indeed.
This time, she did not follow him. Letting him go. His words were something she needed to think on.
She sighed heavily, burying her face in her hands. After he left, she waited a few long moments before escaping out a back door and apparating back to Hogsmeade...
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It's a quarter after one...
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I'm a werewolf, wtf do you think I do??
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 6:05:07 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
You and me both, buster! She shook her head. SHe watched he moved over to the chair near the fire and sat, and then patted his lap. Oh, bollocks. When had been the last thing she had done such a thing?
She moved slowly toward him. It was the summer, sure, but him? The warmth of the fire?
Kill her now.
She crawled into his lap, settling herself. Her forehead pressed against the column of his neck.
"Honestly...? Same."
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