It's a quarter after one...
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Dec 30, 2018 21:25:58 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 30, 2018 21:25:58 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"Hm! You have a very valid point."
She chewed on her thumb for a moment and nodded. "I'm behind that. My fate is my own to decide."
She chuckles. "I did. There's not getting rid of it, only living with it, so might as well get along with it, make the best of it. So to speak."
She nods. "I'll get to work on that tonight. I'll send it by owl."
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Dec 30, 2018 22:00:55 GMT
Post by Severus Snape on Dec 30, 2018 22:00:55 GMT
[googlefont=Montserrat:700,700i|Open+Sans:400,400i,700] [attr="class","angelonfire"] [attr="class","aofSidebar"] [attr="class","aofBody"] He grinned as the food was delivered. Quickly stealing a bit of her spaghetti with his fork he waggled his eyebrows as if in challenge. “You’re so strong, Rose. That’s why I like you so much. You don’t take shit laying down. You’ll stand up and shout at the world that you’re important. And that is such a brave… and amazing thing to do. I wish I could be that strong.”
He sighed and looked off to the side. “I want to know more about you. What do you do in your free time? I just… experiment with potions.” He chuckles nervously and looks back to her. “I do also… bake. Which is such a muggle thing to do, but I do enjoy it. It’s much like potions, but you get something that tastes delicious. Maybe I could bake something for you sometime. You like chocolate right?”
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Dec 30, 2018 23:50:25 GMT
Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 30, 2018 23:50:25 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
"Hey!" she giggled, shaking her head.
"I don't take shit in any position, thank you very much... a good lay, well, that can be discussed."
She chuckles.
"Potions, baking. No, that makes sense. The two things kinda go hand in hand indeed."
She gives him a half grin. "I do like chocolate. And I'd love that. But I'd love to do it with you, more."
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Post by Severus Snape on Dec 31, 2018 0:07:16 GMT
[googlefont=Montserrat:700,700i|Open+Sans:400,400i,700] [attr="class","angelonfire"] [attr="class","aofSidebar"] [attr="class","aofBody"] His ears turned slightly pink and he could help but chuckle. Gods, why was this so hard? And this wasn’t the only thing that was hard either. She was so cute when she giggled. “Oh yeah? I’ve seen a lot of… interesting positions. I’ve always thought it could be fun to… experiment.” Still pink his ears were, but he was grinning, and his face muscles were hurting. Never had he smiled so much – well not in many years at least.
“I wouldn’t be against it. A chocolate cake one must be very careful or it’ll come out dry – or not at all.” He chuckled. “I’ve actually dreamed of owning a bakery where the goods would be laced with different potions. Make it easier to take the potions, really. As well as enjoy a good pastry.” He looked down for a moment, a bit embarrassed about admitting that. “My mum was the one who first came up with the idea, she said that because I liked both of them, maybe I should combine them.”
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 0:42:40 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She smiles, looking into his eyes and then pulling away. Knew she had set herself up for that. The two of them were so different. Reg was sweet, while Sev was daring.
Ah. Be still her heart. She giggles. "So precise, it's to be expected of you, Severus. I love how careful you are. Every move, deliberate."
A small shudder shook her body.
"Your mum was smart and I agree with her, wholeheartedly."
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Post by Severus Snape on Dec 31, 2018 1:13:10 GMT
[googlefont=Montserrat:700,700i|Open+Sans:400,400i,700] [attr="class","angelonfire"] [attr="class","aofSidebar"] [attr="class","aofBody"] Yep, that didn’t help anything at all. He coughed and looked away, his face turning pink as his mind was filled with such dirty thoughts. “’Ahem… y-yeah I do make sure… every movement has a purpose. I’ve almost boiled it down to a science.” He reached out for her hand, turning it so her palm faced up. His other hand began to trace shapes along her palm. “It gets boring if I don’t experiment every now and then.” His finger traced down her fingers and he smiled looking at her hand. “Do you like to experiment?”
He tiled his head slightly, letting go of her hand. “She was. I miss her.” He frowns for a moment taking his last bite slowly. “I have such shitty luck when it comes to caring for women.”
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 1:33:26 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
SHe couldn't keep the seductive grin from showing, "I do like to experiment. A lot. Don't get the opportunity to so do very often, however... it takes a certain... calibre of partner."
He let go of her hand as she reached out for it again, squeezing it tightly. "I think you're doing a fine job, Severus. You... just need to have a little hope, just a little bit longer."
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Post by Severus Snape on Dec 31, 2018 1:38:06 GMT
[googlefont=Montserrat:700,700i|Open+Sans:400,400i,700] [attr="class","angelonfire"] [attr="class","aofSidebar"] [attr="class","aofBody"] He gives her a quick wink. “Mmmm it sounds like you haven’t found the right partner to me.” He smiled and licked his lips. Boy, she was just… so fantastic. How could he have passed up on the opportunity to be with her? Gods, he felt like a completely idiot.
“A little longer to fall in love and have that person fall for someone else? First Potter, now a Black.” A little bit of frustration could be heard in his voice as he spoke, as if he had been trying not to say that, but it just came out. He loved her – but he wanted her to be happy. He was more worried about Lily falling for Potter. As Potter was just going to drive her into the ground. Reg wouldn’t do that – as long as they had a talk and things didn’t go the way he was worried they might go.
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 1:47:40 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She felt her heart clench and her hand pulled away as she sat back into the chair, looking at him, eyes inquisitive.
Paper thoughts.
She sighed scrubbing her face. She felt torn. She wasn't supposed to be torn. This is what she got, she supposed. Dabbling something as dangerous as this.
She tore her eyes away from him, feeling the tears well up in her eyes, burning, she closed them, taking a deep breath.
"You must think I'm a terrible person. I shouldn't be here. But... I care about you, your happiness, your well being."
She gives him a pained expression. "I am a terrible person, aren't I? Loving two people? It's not fair on either of you."
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Post by Severus Snape on Dec 31, 2018 2:10:37 GMT
[googlefont=Montserrat:700,700i|Open+Sans:400,400i,700] [attr="class","angelonfire"] [attr="class","aofSidebar"] [attr="class","aofBody"] He quickly reached across and placed a hand on her cheek and shook his head. “No you aren’t. It’s my fault things are like this. If I just… said it was okay to try before – then maybe this wouldn’t have happened.” He sighed, his thumb reaching up to wipe a tear from her eye.
“It’s alright. You can’t choose who you love. It just happens that you love two people. To be perfectly fair, it was wrong of me to just… think that if I gave myself time to sort through my feelings you’d still be there, waiting for me. I’m the idiot. I’m the terrible person.”
He looked down. He knew for awhile that he liked her. He knew for awhile that he wanted to try something with her – Lily was a dead end unless somehow, they came to terms with how different they were. He was just holding onto something he was sure would never happen, and now that caused this whole mess to happen.
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 2:29:04 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She trembled at his touch.
"I... I don't want to lose you, but I don't know what to do."
She looks at him, lips twisted into a rye smile. "I can't just look at you as a friend. It's impossible at this point."
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Post by Severus Snape on Dec 31, 2018 2:44:52 GMT
[googlefont=Montserrat:700,700i|Open+Sans:400,400i,700] [attr="class","angelonfire"] [attr="class","aofSidebar"] [attr="class","aofBody"] He leaned in pressing a kiss to her lips, not a romantic sort of one, but one attempting to comfort her. When he leaned away, he tilted his head and sighed. “This is just a shitstorm. We’ll fix it when we talk on Saturday all together. To be fair, every time I hear you talk about him, I feel so… jealous. My face practically turns green. I don’t want to… make you pick, because I know you would never pick me. But…”
He shook his head and folded his hands in front of him. “I can’t help but wish you’d pick me.” He looked down at his lap. “But like I said, I know you would never. I had my chance and passed it up. I don’t know how any of this works, but… I’m sorry. I’m sorry for fucking all this shit up.”
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 4:15:06 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
She exhaled shakily. Even if they did talk, what would be the solution? Would Reg tell her to stay away?
God if that was the solution...
She didn't know what she'd do.
"It's... it's not your fault. I mean... we'd agreed. But.. I feel like I betrayed you by... by not holding on. I... feel like it's almost like I completely disregarded you. Which... which I know, I didn't.. I don't."
She looks down at her lap, then back up at him.
"I love you. I do."
She bit her bottom lip. "I don't know how any of this works either. I know... that normally... one person being in a relationship with two people... just isn't normal. But I'm not normal. But I also know that doesn't work for some either."
She swallows. "I just want happiness for all of us."
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Post by Severus Snape on Dec 31, 2018 4:23:13 GMT
[googlefont=Montserrat:700,700i|Open+Sans:400,400i,700] [attr="class","angelonfire"] [attr="class","aofSidebar"] [attr="class","aofBody"] Severus really hoped that Reg wouldn’t tell her to stay away. Severus wanted them to be together – not him and Rose because he knew he was not enough. He wasn’t good enough for anyone. He was just a soldier, a tool to be wielded. No matter how much he fought against it.
“I know – you didn’t betray me at all. It wasn’t fair to put you in this position. I should’ve just… either stopped it to begin with, or – or told you what I was feeling, even if it might not have stayed that way. It wasn’t fair to leave you hanging.” He sighed and looked out the window and then back at her. “I hope we can figure this all out, so I’m not… sitting here wondering, worrying. Like I said before, I’m also worried about you with him – I don’t want you to be in a relationship that will turn sour at some point.”
He wondered if his perception on this was him being overprotective, jealous, or actually rational. He wasn’t sure which it was. He really hoped it was a rational fear and he wasn’t shaking things up just because he’s an idiot in love, who had no idea what he’s doing. He didn’t want to lose his friendship with Reg either.
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Post by Rose Romola Lupin on Dec 31, 2018 4:42:30 GMT
[googlefont=Dancing Script] Soon comes the cold, and the night that never ends.
About that...
"I know you're worried. For a moment... I think we're both overreacting. I'm overreacting. Because I've done wrong on so many accounts... it's natural for me to latch onto when I feel like something's gone wrong."
She shook her head as if recalling things. "He's... he's done so much good. He's helped me so much. But I can also see the signs, what it might look like from a third party... on the outside. But... I know it's not like that. And even if it's sometimes accidentally that, I have the power to bring it up to him. I'm not trapped. Though it would pain him for me to leave."
She sighs. "We... actually had a bit of a fight. In which we needed to take a bit fo a breather. I... reacted to something he said. As I said, it's so easy for me to latch onto the bad things, I'm always subconsciously looking for it. How people can betray me, use me... I try not to. But, reality is an ugly thing."
Her jaw clenched, "I accused him of thinking I only loved him for his money. That I was only there because of it. Because I was in distress, so I was just trying to get by."
She looks up at him. "And that's stupid because he's not... I'm not that type of person... right?"?
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